A story that keep going

i dunno why  my past seems like still crawling in my life. it's been a year or less la since i've never heard anything bout  sum1 tht i never wanted 2 hear the name again. actually i really had forgive n i manage 2 be strong 4 all the evidence n what Allah had showed me before. myb my fault tht i think i could be easy. actually deep deep deep inside my heart, i thank Allah coz atleast this things happens. as for me, atlis i can release my tension when talking nonsensly n talking as myself. i wish i could tell n write everything here..myb this i just a test from Allah 2 make sure that i oredy matured enough or strong enough 2 face my past life. hope for the better ending for this.