2014 n it's nearly to the end

Assalammualaikum wbt..
it's been an ages since I last blogging. missing those moments when I have a lot of time writing and a great assessibility to online. skrg mcm apa jak line..huhu..tok pun make line kpg tnpa wayar..well, enough babbling.. it's been almost a year when I didn't post anything here. n a lot of things happening in my life. great, sad, surprise n everything is mixing up. traveling? not yet coz it seems that I need to stabilize my life first.
my first posting is only near to my house. about 30mins like that from my kampong. Alhmdulillah but also a sad thing for me as I really like to explore another rplace at this young ages. but Allah knows best. now I'm a real teacher, cant believe my eyes too but yeah, it's REAL!! n luckily I'm teaching my major, Remedial Education too. life is a surprise right n rezki masing-masing mmg Allh da tetapkan sejak di Loh Mahfuz lagi.
everyone is meneruskan hidup masing-masing. Past is past n I'm always learning to be a better person than yesterday. life must go on. it's always moving n yet never stop until Hari Perbicaraan. Being a person with so many things happening (since I already 27 years old now;p), I learned that hidup bukanlah seindah mimpi. optimistic n be patient n never give up. you're always learning n hargai orag disekeliingmu. Bersyukur tiap hari atas nikmat yang Allah kurniakan. tiada apa2 yang sia-sia dalam penciptaan Allah. n we are moving towards our final destiny, so be ready n always made a preparation. Actually I had a lot to talk but it seems that my words still scrabbling with themselves inside my head. so I left them until they realize they're too late to come out..haha.. last but not least, I love my family, my friends and all my saudara outside there. PrayForGaza,PrayForPalestine,PrayForMH370,PrayForIslam.

so as last night..

so tonight left doing nothing again except updating blog. actually 1 assignments waiting 2 b finished up before friday n 2moro got class wif year 6 n year2.  not ready with any exercise..holidays moodla pulak ..bha, now, feeling sleepy weh..got 2 go..adios

A story that keep going

i dunno why  my past seems like still crawling in my life. it's been a year or less la since i've never heard anything bout  sum1 tht i never wanted 2 hear the name again. actually i really had forgive n i manage 2 be strong 4 all the evidence n what Allah had showed me before. myb my fault tht i think i could be easy. actually deep deep deep inside my heart, i thank Allah coz atleast this things happens. as for me, atlis i can release my tension when talking nonsensly n talking as myself. i wish i could tell n write everything here..myb this i just a test from Allah 2 make sure that i oredy matured enough or strong enough 2 face my past life. hope for the better ending for this.

it's 2014

Assalammualaikum w.b.t..It's been about a year tht i didnt update my blogspot. actually life change so much since March 2013. today, i am a teacher at SK Siburan Batu. it's a big school but syukur i got so many gud frens there.officially teacher. DG41. Alhamdulillah, praise Allah for this nikmat. officially a carier woman and now i own a car. Alza 1.6 QAA****E, white n basic..no acessories coz i'm juz a simple person yet jimat monthly payment than full acessories car. hehe. Actually there so much things happens since i left maktab nov 2012. last year, may 2013, i graduated as a degree holder in Program Ijazah Sarjana Muda, Remedial Education in Second Upper Class. Although me disappoint with my owh  final result but thanx, syukur Alhamdulillah tht i manage to graduate on time n get my own degree. Then, Sptember 2013, Alhamdulillah, mak n bapak finally being called n dijemput ke Tanah Suci Mecca to perform their hajj. i've incharged of house since their absence. it's a really tough job as an elder sister. i cried a lot n it's a tense moment. Syukur Alhamdulillah again, bapak n mak back home safely. thanks 4 everyone who were owez there to help us during every Khamis mlm Jumaat's tahlil ceremony esp my ibuks n makngah. then, right 2 days after my parents back from hajj, Lena graduated as a degree holder in Science Social. It's actually already in October. Then today, as i come back 2 write in this blog, i juz would like 2 say that, i thank Allah for everything tht happens in my life. ALthough my dreams to be post or to teach to Sabah or Labuan seems fail, but i agree that being close 2 our own family is the happiest feeling i can't even get anywhere. I might lost everyhing people name experience teaching in a rural area, but somehow, i gained the lesson to be more understandable with family probs. actually i wan 2 write more but i lost my idea. InshaAllah i update some.